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Q: Did I get it right that you fell asleep and a tractor smashed
and beheaded you in your sleep? I wanted to ask you about that when you came through
during the Scole group sitting but your message took me by such surprise that I
couldn’t collect myself to word my questions to you.
A: I do not want to recall the moment of my transition. There was terrible pain. That pain
was binding me to the Earth. I felt pain all the time. Now I need a long time to come to
my senses. The pain was holding me hostage. I was dead, and I was still dying. I was dying
all these years until all of you rescued me and brought me here. I want you to write about
that, people have to know the truth about how it works.
Q: Where are you now?
A: I am in a hospital. It looks like a military hospital but it is very clean, and it is
warm here. I have to spend a lot of time here. I will learn how to heal people and help
them. I will start from scratch like a junior nurse or medical orderly. On the Earth I
will study medicine and become a doctor. I love pets and animals as well. Maybe I’ll
become a vet because I am still afraid of people. In the Siberian labor camp I saw such
terrible things I still can’t forget them or the disgusting feeling associated with
the experience. Yerast (his brother, also arrested in 1940) who was also drunk all the
time because he was even more sensitive and could stand it even less than me. Yerast was
simply destroyed by alcohol. Now he is also recovering but very slowly. He has to
incarnate back to Russia. He will be a school teacher in a small quiet town on the bank of
the Kama river. He will have a quiet, stressfree life.
In Siberian labor camps we managed to stay together. People died by the thousands and the
civilized world allowed that to happen. Communists are beasts. Nothing could be worse than
to find yourself under their power.
Q: What happened to the individuals who tortured the prisoners?
A: I will not tell you that. This isn’t your business to know about the lower worlds.
I am in a world where there is light and I hear music. When I become stronger I’ll go
to a concert to enjoy music.
A: I thank you so much for the detailed description of your life on the other side, and I
hope to talk to you again.
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